Healing Wisdom from the Angels

Chapter ONE:  How I discovered Angels.

INSOMNIA

I was always a light sleeper. From overstimulation from a college music workshop, noise from people talking, or any noise at all, and snoring! This is my soul journey that my chronic Insomnia taught me - all about self-healing with my own breath, paying attention to my soul and gifts, and my expressive, open singing that can heal and dispel all sorts of anxiety.

When I was first married I would occasionally have a hard time sleeping. I would then go on the couch and tighten 12 muscle groups, and breath in and out with each one.  I would put on the ocean and fall asleep!

My insomnia worsened around 2011 after my father fell in his house.  My indecision about when to go back to Michigan, what to do caused such anxiety. I suffered dizziness, indigestion, allergies to man made energy and environmental factors -(heaters, computers, light, mold, dust, car motors even)

 So early on I had read about an ancient yoga technique in which you breath an audible HA sound, opening wide your throat.  It helped me relax my sympathetic nervous system, and relaxed my brain. The Breath, my healing harp, and my powerful, expressive singing voice, and deeply felt emotions and releasing them has been the main source of my healing from anxiety, awake or asleep. 

1. Gas Pump Angels!

After experiencing on Facebook the wonderful knowledge and wisdom of spiritual healers, soaking in the variety of different teachers teaching mindset, crystals, ancient forgiveness and love techniques like Honoponopono, body work like EFT tapping, card readings, grounding meditations connecting to Gaia and Heavenly light, it all helped me to connect to my spiritual intuition and path in life, and recognize obstacles that caused my insomnia. I have seen phenomenal miracles happening to people, and to myself as well. But not without extreme resistance and darkness of the soul.

The first time I saw angel signs was at a gas pump! One wintery day in 2018 a healer named Katie had sent some healing energy to me for my insomnia. I was driving back from teaching, when I saw two cars had rolled in the ditch on a snowy, slippery day. After checking to see if everyone was ok, I left these two scenes and went to fill my car with gas, and lo and behold I got four pairs of numbers at the gas pump   - 22887799!  NEVER ever had I had such numbers at a GAS pump.  

So I thought, the angels have communicated to me for the first time!  It was quite exciting and new for me. I went home and quickly looked these numbers up.  All having to do with supporting me in my new spiritual awakening and awareness of stepping up my service to mankind, and showing my own light.

2. St. Michael the Warrior Story

I prayed fervently and desperately, the weekend of October 28, 2018!

After enduring an hour drive to a gig in Tracy California at a library, and stressed out because of my lack of sleep, my body tight, my digestion not fully functioning, my ears buzzing from toxins in my body, my jangled nerves pinched along my spine, my tailbone aching, and bloating stomach, I go to church the next morning and invoke the help of St. Michael the Warrior Angel.

As I sang with the choir, my body shook, vibrations up my spine and in my brain!   My vibrational experience happened a couple times as the choir and I continued to sing this beautiful Renaissance music. At the same time there was a new listener for this choir, who was enjoying hearing my voice, giving it a loving energy. I was also channeling the singing to the world for healing certain people I know.  There was a baptism going on that day also that had special high energy vibrational love.  This whole combination of all these love vibrations, plus coupled with the thinning of the veil between the physical and spiritual world, gave all of this the spiritual power I needed.

3. Singing Gypsy

Well, I was tired again that afternoon, after my body was trying to digest food.  I was driving around in my car, then walked to Lytton Plaza with my angel instruments and started singing, first to the homeless I knew., I kept singing after they left, and a man from Switzerland who was on his computer stopped and listened to my rendition of the beautiful song Ashokan Farewell —  about remembering love and dancing and music underneath stars and the moon beside lakes and woods. I was immersed in music, connected to nature, literally dancing.

After I finished the song he had tears in his eyes!  It was truly rewarding for me!

How glorious is your reward when you follow your souls’ desire.  In these moments I knew the singing was healing me and keeping my insomnia at bay.

4. St. Michael Again

Well, I go back to my car, tired as usual, full of anxiety, fright/flight mode — frustrated because of my tailbone hurting. I CRY and plead fervently to the angels to send me RELIEF from nearly 7 years of suffering from Sleep Deprivation!

I go to bed later that night, and feel unusually calm, relaxed, not as much buzzing.  I got a visitation in colors, plus a white flash in my closed eyes, and another spiritual orgasm that turned into a wondrous physical experience!  My root chakra was opening up, and I was being grounded by the angels!  I SLEPT a couple HOURS which has been unheard of for quite some time! When I woke up the time was 2:22!  Very telling!

I slept for a few more hours early that morning!

I had so much energy and adrenalin from sleep and my angelic healing I went swimming around 7:30 a.m. At the pool I saw numbers 55:55!  Meaning I needed some changes in my life.

So this began my spiritual ascension, awakening, a NEW BEGINNING of healing myself and perhaps others with my harp, breath, and voice!